Instead of being
energized, however, I feel eclipsed, my brain so dense and full of mush, I
crashed comatose on my couch at 8 PM. Curiously, dreams long unremembered are
suddenly so vivid and intense, I seem to be awake in my sleep.
This
morning I am unable to concentrate and unwilling to go about my business as
usual.
In the
past, we might categorize this as a bad hair day or take a pill to alleviate
flu-like lethargy. By sleeping it off,
we can shrug it off without connection.
I am
guessing, though, that others feel this tug.
If the gravitational pull of the moon can affect our oceanic tides, then
why not the alignment of planets magnetize the flow of our blood?
Now we have
the will, the awareness and the tools to compare our experiences around the
world. We can recognize patterns and
establish connections.
As I
struggle this morning to go about my usual business, intuition directs me to
focus on the heavy-headedness in my brain.
Instead of fighting "through" it, embrace it. Without plan, I sit down and meditate. My eyes close and my mantra steadies my
breath.
Illumination
and clarity are nearly immediate. All
worry dissipates. My list of
"shoulds" vanishes.
In place of
confusion glows a perfect knowing that this moment is precious and as it should
be. I am where I am supposed to be: here
and now. It feels right to sit quietly,
to notice the calmer energy and connect with my soul which races outwards into
the Universe and hovers over the pyramids, my imagination, over myself and over
all others, an enfolding and embracing of life and living ecstatic and fulfilled,
all encompassing and re-energizing.
As quickly
as it started, I am back in my body, ready to make that call and go about my
day. With these few words scribbled, I
anchor the moment in the heart and re-establish the connection with all around
me.
Even as I
go out into a cold rain and miserable temperature, it feels glorious to be
alive.
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